The posts have been few and far between over the last 4-6 weeks, but well I think I got good excuses! The obvious reason is Oliver, jes I cant believe id forgotten just how tough it is having a baby in the house, feeding him every 3 hours 24 hours a day does kind of mess up my sleeping pattern! Apparently as im a poker player I should be able to cope with the lack of sleep, short term I totally agree with, in the days when I used to play and go deep in live events (ahhhhh the memories!!) sleeping for 3-4 hours a days was not a problem, but this sleep deprivation as been going on for like 4 weeks now, it hurts!!!!!!! Still I wouldn’t change it for the world!

The second reason for lack of posts is down to the workload, theres been a few changes at badbeat with a few comings and going and well ive taken on a few more players shall we say! The workload as basically doubled in a few short weeks, thus time is tight. But the main reason as been I have run soooooooo bad in the early part of the month, and I mean sick bad, and the truth is I didn’t want to write about the bullshit!!!!!!!! Now I know that most people who read blogs do it because they like reading about the train crashes, nothing more pleasing than reading about others peoples misery?!!! Well since I no long want to talk about badbeats, bad runs, out draws, muppet play, 1 outers etc etc I would basically have had nothing to say this month, because basically that’s all I had in the first 2 weeks or so, so sick!!!!!! But the positive thoughts, positive actions, positive outcome mind set that I now try to live by doesn’t allow me to talk about it……………but trust me it was painful, and anyone whos been following the hands on twitter will be able to second that!!!! So to this week, well its been good! Ive got my money in bad a few times and won, which is nice, but more importantly im getting my money in pretty good most of the time and the hands are holding up which is really nice.  Im still in the red for the month but on current trends im hoping to be back in front for the month end which then means I can get over to Ireland for the Irish open, 6 days to go I’ll let you know if I make it………….but if I don’t the silence will speak volumes!!!