After writing the last post i went and played some more poker, and ran just as bad as i have for the last week, you know things are bad when solid regs are calling your 3bets oop with k6 and 23 and taking full buy ins off you. I could also feel the confidence being drained from me and with everything thats going on in my real world the last thing i want to be getting down about is badbeats and my P&L, so before either gets out of control ive had my accounts zeroed. Ive also left next week free of mentoring slots, going to have some me time ! I still feel my game is in good shape, but im only human, and taking constant badbeats to total turd play from players who should know better, well it starts to get a little depressing- and a depressed poker player isnt going to be a winning player, so break time!!! With the missus as she is theres no escaping to the sun! Just going to have a couple of days away in a nice hotel, then take Jade camping for a few days, and its all going to be done in the absense of a lap top. After last month, and the start i made to this month i feel pretty pissed off that this month is ending on such a down swing, but whats new, ive been here many times before, and sadly in this game i can only control what i do, cant control the pack and cant control the other players thus cant control the gimp player and the gimp reward scheme!!!!! Anyway, its chill time, laters!!