I cant make my mind up what pisses me off more, getting the money in good and losing to an out draw, or getting the money in with a monster hand only to run it in to a big monster hand? Either way i always come away with that same feeling of being totally and utterly pissed off!!!!!! And of course generally blame the site for shoving it up me once more. As im sure you can already tell since my last post ive been taking it nicely up the bottom. Saturday was a standard weekend, I either fill my boots or take a beating on Saturday, but more often than not this year i take a beating and this Saturday was no diffirent. Again wasnt so much getting out drawn  i just seemed to be getting it in bad, KK v AA seems to be my current favourite way of losing money closely followed by AK soooooooooooooted. So Saturday morning session finshed ive done 5 buy ins in and im finished for the day. Its sods law then that while watching 10/20nl on Ladbrokes i come across one of the all time great fish and hes sat with $22,000!!!!!!! And i know hes leaving that table with nothing, but after the morning horror show i cant afford to take a seat.........................a couple of hours later he leaves broke and i cry a little more. Sunday day off. Monday back to the grind and have a good session winning 2 buy ins and again im feeling good about how im playing. Which brings me to today, call a three bet with 55, flop 5 A x rainbow, money goes in hes got AA. Call three bet with JJ, flop A J x all the money goes in, hes got AA. Call three bet again with JJ, flop and turn 10 J 2 x, all the money goes in, hes got A10h giving him second pair with a flush draw...........he hits the flush........i finsh the session a rather pissed off 3 1/2 buy ins down, my bottom hurts and my confidence takes another kicking...........ok poker gods Im now on my knees, please please please can i go on the longest heater of all time please?! Preety please!!!!!!!!!