Managed to record a winning day on Friday, was only a small $800 but it felt like id won $10k !!!! All i want to do this month is play the "A" game and get a good solid winning run under my belt, and Friday was the first small step of the jounrney..........................then came the Saturday morning from muppet land. I soon as i sat down to play Saturday morning I knew i was making a mistake, i wasnt focused enough and shouldnt have entered the office never mind sat down and played. But i was on a roll !!!! Winning day yesterday, things were turning for me. About 10 minutes into the session i get stacked with a 10 high flush in position on the flop.......seriously 10 high draw WTF!!! A few minutes later i again find myself all in this time with a flush draw, belly buster and second pair.......another poo play that somehow got rewarded with the bellybuster finding the river. I didnt need to see anymore, i was playing super donk poker, i was level for the day and it was a good time to get the hell out of there. I dont think ive ever felt so relieved to be level. the big plus was that i did get out of the game when obviously playing my "X" game- in the past i might have tried to sort it out and continue to play knowing i was playing poor. On reflection i knew before i sat down i shouldnt be playing, been to a sportmans dinner the night before and to say id drank a glass or two too many.................No damage done but what could have been was enough for me to also take Sunday off!!!!!! Finding time to play due to the mentor comittments is getting harder and harder, and with Saturday and Sundays being the only two days i try not to have mentoring sessions being ready and focused is that much more important. I cant help but think that maybe my full time playing days are actually over and that i might have to face up to the fact that ive come full circle with work/poker...............i gave up work to play poker and now im slowly but surely giving up playing poker to work in poker!!!!!! One of my favourite lines from one of my favourite songs by the clash sums this up perfectly for me, " He who f**ks nuns will later join the church............" O well, its not the worst church to join i guess!!