Lets start with the obvious-im still doing my bollox, im still being shafted and im still ending every session with a full buy in blow off due to stress related tilt. The sickness is bloody bad- but i will state for the 100th time : IT WILL F**KING TURN (as i typed that i was hitting my keyboard that hard the missus came in my office and asked what the problem was!!!!!!! If only she knew!!). So forgetting my sick life of poker lets talk about someone elses!!!! I did a session today with badbeat legend kunku. Like me the fella is running sick sick bad, like me he multi tables 5/10nl games and like me hes starting to question his abilty to play the game! (unlike me he banked a $1,000,000 last year so doesnt have to worry too much about the bills!). Anway after an hour or so of watching his game it was clear to see he was indeed suffering at the hands of the sicko poker gods and was indeed on the edge on serious PC abuse. I hope in the hour session i was able to help him, but what was 100% sure was he helped me with my problems! Ive said before for some reason having someone watching you as you take beat after beat kind of makes things a little bit better, well after watching a player i truely respect (very few online cash players i say that about)- and seeing how he plays, how he deals with certain hand situations, how he gets his money in good, how he makes good passes, good reads, good bets- to see all this and then see him get it up his *** and lose- well seriously i felt wonderful!!!!!!!! ITS NOT JUST ME!!!!! Legends of the game are getting it shoved up um too!!!!!! Yehhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! I really felt a weight lifted off my shoulders after watching play, it showed me and confirmed to i can play the game, it showed me and confimed to me i do make good decisions but most of all it showed me and confirmed to me im not alone and others are in pain too..............cheers kunku!!!!
Luton friday for the GUKPT event so hopefully i will avoid playing online till i come home on Monday after winning the event!!!!! Well someones got to win it.