Is there no end to this bollox!!!? Another weekend of pain and the losing streak just keeps on rolling. This time last year was when i had my last real heavy bad spell and i like to think i learnt alot from that, mainly realising that i have to keep focused and not let my head drop. Ive managed this in general but f**k me taking the sh*t every day does get me down a little. Im now at the stage where im resigned to the fact im going to get shafted: if i have AA v KK they will hit the K, if im in against the draw they hit the draw- and please dont talk to me about races because at the moment theres no such thing it more a case of lets get the money in and let my opponent win on the river. Finally got my pokertracker half working today and after down loading the 15k hands or so from the weekend and going over them it was kind of painful to see how badly im running!!! I was actually pleased to find a few buy ins that were down to me getting the money in behind!! How i wish i only lost when i get the money in behind. So what do i do? Last month was bad, and this month as started much the same, as i write this blog ive just played a session where i lost 4 out of 4 races (all AK v mid pairs all for 60bb or less), and ive lost 3 all ins when getting it all in good on the turn-im running bad- real bloody bad! Just got to keep plugging away- one big winning day turns everything around just that the way im running at the moment a big winning day seems a long way away.