What a weekend! I am now oficially running bad! Real bad!!!! The fact im staying at my mentors house and he gets to see the nonsence im putting up with at the moment does make it a little easier- lets face it we all hate losing and when we do we start to think everyones questioning our game! so when you have someone watching the bollox it nice to be able to turn around and say "told you there lucky f**kers!!!". Though the month is looking like a lossing month (down 12 buy ins) im still more than happy with the way things have gone this month- nothing surer the way im playing theres a big fat up swing just around the corner!!! I thought it was on its way yesterday when i was 4 buy ins up within 30 minutes across 6 tables- four hours later and id run AK into AA on K high board 4 times (i konw its not an outdraw, but its dam unlucky!!) id split FOUR pots, three of them i got the money in good only to have a river that produced a split straigh for my spaz opponents- then there were the losing sick outdraws- so many, and theres not enough hours to moan about them all!!!!! Twelve full buy in out draws is plenty though!!! Still i finished the session 3 buy ins up- after a session that was full of so much sickness id still managed a profit. Then i go join the 25/50nl game at BF (Manuels idea, he says i should play more HU and play with the markets money at the higher tables). So to the 25/50 and its going nice n tidy, $2k up without to much fuss and then i have a "flair play" moment, check raising the turn with a double belly buster, missing it, then moving all in on the river when it was obvious the other chap couldnt really fold having to call $2000 to win $10,000- it was pooo play at the level and the table were it wasnt required- exspensive lesson but a lesson none the less!!