I hate admitting im wrong especially at the poker table but testerdays play was just so utterly spanner bad that i have to admit it- fucking me i played so bad!!! One thing i hate players saying to me when they play bad is that they are tilted- tilt is a state of your mind and thus you can control it, if you can control its easy to sort thus tilt is not a excuess for playing sh1t!!!!! Well i managed to tilt and lose control for a good hour yesterday. It was after geting the same player in four times when at least 80% favourite each time only to see turns and rivers straight from the land of the special ones..............this was annoying but it was the fact that hed win 100BB from me then give it to someone else at the table who would then leave! that sent me over the edge!!!! After the fourth person ran i became just another fish. Though it was a seven buy-in losing session it was ONLY three buy ins that i donated- yes three buy ins that could have paid for a nice holiday or a down payment on a new kitchen or bathroom or pay off a big chunk of the credit card or pay the morgage..............ye it was only three buy ins.............................. YOU SPANNER.