Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all- fcuk me everything that went right for me yesterday came back to haunt me today. Sure i took a couple of standard beats AA v 1010, ace flush draw losing to a 9 high flush draw (his four kick cleaned the pot) but it wasn’t the bad luck that cost me today it was my C game that just isint good enough to win at this level- playing the C game is just very very expensive.

Three times i found myself with 50BB in the pot pre flop facing an all in and me holding at the very best AQ. So three times laying down. On the fourth over played hand i find myself calling all in with 66 pre flop- to see im up against 99 to shows how wrong im playing at the moment! FFS if ive got people wanting to go all in with me holding 99 what kind of table image ive i got!!!!!

All the good hard work of yesterday was blown out of the water today- im not playing well and i know it! No more excuses it time for the first reality check of the year! Its no good representing hands i got to start showing some fucking hands!