Wednesday 27th

The plan: To chill out and leave the poker alone. Maybe have a leisurely game of golf. The reality: more f**king ranting and more stress! Knowing the A game wasn't going to be around today. Due to my current 'angry' state of mind I was hoping to stay away from the poker. With a couple of mentor sessions booked in the morning this proved a little difficult and I ended up playing while mentoring..... which resulted in me ranting not at just my own standard badbeats, but also the beats of the poor fella having a session.

Amazingly despite my mental state, I had a good winning session as did the mentored. So 10.00am poker out of the way and its back to the golf course to relax...YEAH RIGHT!

I'm *** at golf of that there is no doubt, but even I reached a new low today - jes I f**king hate golf! With the yearly GOLF trip to Portugal just 8 days away i'm in a spot of bother I would think. For the next game of golf the aim is going to be to actually strike a ball and get if off the floor. To add to the depression my back started playing up again. FFS I think I will stick to poker next time for the stress relief.