Tuesday 26th

The good thing is it was another winning day and the month has turned into a good month, and the big black hole of 2008 has been filled in. The bad news - well, the bad news is i've got my angry head on and if i've got the angry head on it means i'm not playing the A game.

I've virtually banned myself from getting involed in table talk for the simple reason that I only talk if i'm angry. So, as the saying goes, "if you've got nothing nice to say, say nothing at all."

So in general I say nothing. Today i've been ranting all day at the donks who are throwing money at me!! I'm getting angry against the very people I should be being friendly to. Seriously, i'm not wired right at times. And ranting at the fish cannot benefit me over time. It either scares them away or educates them making my rants doubly stupid....and FFS i'm winning! What am I going to be like if i'm losing?

Time for a break I think. The ranting is a sure sign I need to take a day or so off - f**king idiot.